Caveat: Farewell Karma

We had our farewell dinner last night.

I felt sad and nostalgic.

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Who is in this picture? 

Seated (L to R): Gina, Rena, Jay, Jody, Carl, Razel
Standing (L to R): Curt, Grace, May, me, Helen, Phil, that new math teacher (uh oh, I'm in trouble cause I don't know his name).

96 hours.

[daily log: walking, 7.5km; carrying heavy box to post office, 0.5km]

Caveat: 5 years and 13 days cancer free

I had a final checkup at the Cancer Center this morning. I got a CT scan with contrast medium, for upper body, head, and neck. 

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Before the scan, because of the contrast medium, I'm supposed to fast for 12 hours – so I was starving. After the scan was complete I went into the hospital's cafe and had an egg salad sandwich.

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I went to meet Dr Cho, the diagnostic oncologist, and he said everything is clear. I told him that I was leaving Korea, and he was very surprised. I think in previous visits I'd always implied that I felt like I would stay in Korea forever. We agreed that sometimes life takes us in unexpected directions. He wished me good luck, as did the staff at the radiology clinic, several of whom I know quite well.

I spent some extra time with the hospital bureaucracy so I could get a full medical record printout and DVD burned with all my info and scans. This will be helpful in the event of getting any necessary care related to my various permanent issues in the US or elsewhere. Here is my 5 year history – a half a ream of printed paper and a DVD.

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After leaving the hospital I took an hour and met a former coworker, Colin. Colin worked at Karma for a period of months a few years ago. We've sort of sporadically stayed in touch and he happens to live near the Cancer Center, so he saw I was there on facebook and suggested we meet up. We had coffee.

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Now later tonight, after academy close, we have our farewell dinner of everyone from work.

[daily log: walking, 11km]

Caveat: Farewell Dinner with the Keum Clan

My friend and boss, Mr Keum (Curt) and some of his extended family invited me to dinner last night.

We went to a place we've gone before – in fact, I went there with my mom and Curt's family in 2013.

We had dinner of 칼국수 and then coffee and dessert afterward.

Here's where we went.

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Here are the 4 kids (well, 2 kids, 2 teenagers) along with the food we were eating. They are two sets of siblings: two older cousins on the right, Nayun and Dayeon, and two younger cousins on the left, Doyeon and Baegang – each pair of siblings facing each other. I have taught ALL 4 of these children for many years. They are all smart. The oldest, Nayun, in the purple tshirt, I have known since 2007 when she was 5 years old, and the youngest, the only boy, Baegang, I saw as a newborn infant.

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In this last picture – this is the entire group. Curt and his brother, each of their wives and kids. Everyone kind of mixed together.

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I will miss all of them. They have all been very generous with me.

[daily log: walking, 7.5km; carrying heavy box to post office, 0.5km]

Caveat: Impendingness

It’s a huge moment in my life – after 11 years in Korea, I am leaving the country, and not sure if I’ll be coming back (except maybe to visit). I must say goodbye to the rice fields, the pointy green mountains, the apartment blocks, the great, brilliant, shining, futuristic city of Seoul.
I have been feeling a lot of sadness. My flight leaves in 6 days.
What I’m listening to right now.
매드 클라운, “콩 (Hide And Seek),” (Feat. Jooyoung 주영). Included in blog entry dated 2015-01-21.
[daily log: walking, 3km]

Caveat: the exit 7 gang

I went to Seoul today, and saw my friends Peter and Basil. I may not see them again for a while. Actually, it's been a few years since I last saw Basil, since he'd gone to live in Turkey for a few years. But he's back in Gwangju, so he came up to Seoul for the weekend.

We met at exit 7 of the 동대문역사문화공원역 (Dongdaemun History and Culture Park Subway Station), which is possibly the longest-named subway station in Seoul. It also is a pretty complicated station, with three separate lines and a maze of passages under the neighborhoods above. Anyway, this is the area that I have always called in my mind "Russiatown" – but there's nothing official in that designation, and in recent years the area that had once had the gritty feel of a Central Asian (ex-Soviet republics) immigrant ghetto has been gentrifying quite a bit. But this is the place where I first met Peter, at some party Basil was hosting at a Kazakh-Russian restaurant we've frequented there.

So here is exit 7, looking across the street at a snazzy new cafe with a Russian name next to a 7-11 store.

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Here is my never-to-be-missed bowl of borscht, my beloved staple of Russian cuisine.

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We took a group photo in front of the restaurant afterward.

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Then we went to Gangnam. This is standing at Samseong Station (COEX Mall) looking west along Teheran-ro toward central Gangnam.

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I saw this house which I liked architecturally – a rare post-war but pre-boom bit of architecture in otherwise boomified Gangnam.

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Basil wanted to go to a bakery in Gangnam that served San Francisco sourdough style bread. It was called "Bob's Bread," which makes me think of my friend Bob, who often ate simple bread (arguably he gave me the habit of enjoying bread without anything on it – just bread).

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Then we took a taxi to Itaewon, where Basil always stays when he comes to Seoul. I only ever ride a taxi in Seoul when I'm with Basil. He likes taking taxis places, whereas I'm a subway/bus/walk type person. But no problem. There was a nice view of Bukhansan northward across the river, while we sat in traffic on Eonjuro. 

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Itaewon is such an amazing place – the atmosphere there is more like Koreatown in LA, or the Village in NYC, than it is like anywhere else in Korea. There are crazy people ranting on the streets, crowds of foreign tourists and residents, Africans and Middle-Easterners hawking things, police patrols, US military on leave, etc. But it's been gentrified, too – 10 years ago, it ONLY had those things. Now there are hoards of Korean tourists, too, looking for an edgy out-of-country experience close to home. 

We went to a cafe and talked for a few more hours. Then I went home. … Well, I have to stop thinking of it as "home."

[daily log: walking, 6.5km]

Caveat: Destiny, Destination

I don't have a lot to say today, and currently I have no new "pre-made" posts queued up for my blog.

So I'll recycle some old photographs, from my uncle's house in Alaska. I don't normally like to "repost" old stuff on my blog, but this is where I'm going to be living. Some people might be interested in that.

This photo is from a visit there in 2009.

This is standing at the back of the house, looking down the Port Saint Nicholas Fiord (an inlet of the Pacific Ocean), toward the hill called Sunny Hay, which has a patch of snow on it. The town of Craig is at the base of the hill to the left, behind the trees and across the water.

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These photos are from my visit there in 2016.

This is looking "up" the fiord, toward the center of the island at dawn. The house at lower right is my uncle's closest neighbor.

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This is looking down onto the dock at his house. Down in the boat is my uncle, Arthur. Standing on the dock, looking down, are Curt and I.

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[daily log: walking, 7.5km; carrying heavy box to post office, 0.5km]

Caveat: this American who mails a box to Alaska every morning

Today when I went to the post office with my daily box, the woman at the counter recognized me. I took my number, and immediately she lit up her window with my number – how did she do that? I guess the place wasn't very busy. So we had a brief exchange about how I was sending a box every day. Then she was explaining, in Korean, to the man at the next window, about this American who mails a box to Alaska every morning.

It was funny. I've become a moment of intrigue and entertainment for the people working at the post office.

[daily log: walking, 7.5km; carrying heavy box to post office, 0.5km]

Caveat: Sometimes I lay Under the moon

This heartwarming little video appeared in my facebook feed the other day (h/t my own dad – heh). Given that I'm recently returned to facebookland, despite ambivalences, right?

I was curious about the song's provenance, because it seemed a good, positive song for my CC classes at Karma. So I did some google-fu, and found it.

What I'm listening to right now.

Matisyahu, "One Day."

Lyrics.

Sometimes I lay
Under the moon
And thank God I'm breathing
Then I pray
Don't take me soon
'Cause I am here for a reason

Sometimes in my tears I drown
But I never let it get me down
So when negativity surrounds
I know some day it'll all turn around

Because
All my life I've been waiting for
I've been praying for
For the people to say
That we don't wanna fight no more
There will be no more wars
And our children will play
One day (one day), One day (one day)
One day (one day), One day (one day)
One day (one day), One day (one day)

It's not about
Win or lose
'Cause we all lose
When they feed on the souls of the innocent
Blood-drenched pavement
Keep on moving though the waters stay raging

In this maze you can lose your way (your way)
It might drive you crazy but don't let it faze you, no way (no way)

Sometimes in my tears I drown
But I never let it get me down
So when negativity surrounds
I know some day it'll all turn around

Because
All my life I've been waiting for
I've been praying for
For the people to say
That we don't wanna fight no more
They'll be no more wars
And our children will play
One day (one day), One day (one day)
One day (one day), One day (one day)
One day (one day), One day (one day)

One day this all will change
Treat people the same
Stop with the violence
Down with the hate
One day we'll all be free
And proud to be
Under the same sun
Singing songs of freedom like

One day (one day), One day (one day)
One day (one day), One day (one day)

All my life I've been waiting for
I've been praying for
For the people to say
That we don't wanna fight no more
They'll be no more wars
And our children will play
One day (one day), One day (one day)
One day (one day), One day (one day)
One day (one day), One day (one day)

[daily log: walking, 7.5km; carrying heavy box to post office, 0.5km]

Caveat: I’m an apostrophe

As mentioned before, we have this thing at Karma called "CC" class – a somewhat opaque name for what are essentially focused listening exercises using English-language pop songs. Mostly, these days, I can proudly say that my initiative to have the students prepare and present their own choices of songs has gone quite well, and 90% of the time, the students do their homework and they lead the class. I love sitting in a class where the students are leading, and even using English fairly successfully to manage the class.

But sometimes a student forgets his or her homework, or some miscommunication causes there not to be a prepared song for a given class. So I have some "backup" songs prepared. One of the "CC" songs that I've been using for this is "Whatever It Takes," by the group Imagine Dragons. Like many of the CC pop songs, I was fairly neutral about the song at first, but with repeated careful listenings and presentations of the song, it's grown on me.

Last Saturday, I presented the song to my HS2-T cohort, because they were returning from their month-long "naesin" hiatus and the song that the student had prepared was one it turned out we'd done before. As usual, I was deeply impressed with these students' amazing listening skills, quickly identifying missing words in the Cloze passage of the song that even I struggled to hear. So we made our way through the song.

As we wrapped up the class, I told the students that I'd grown to like the song. 

One of the girls asked, "Why do you like it?"

In fact, I couldn't think of a reason. But I always have to say something, right? That's what I'm known for, and that's my reputation: Jared always has some opinion on anything, and he'll present his reasons in little coherent, organized paragraphs, like a good debate teacher should, right?

So I had to think fast on my feet. Offhandedly, I said, "Because the song has lots of long words in it." This is more or less true. It does have some unexpectedly sesquipedalian vocabulary, which the singer rattles off in rock-rap style quite amazingly.

"For example," I added, spontaneously, "it has the word apostrophe.  I never heard a song with the word apostrophe in it, before." This is true, as far as it goes. But then I elaborated, "'Apostrophe' is one of my favorite words." That was pure confabulation, but it supported my argument with a subjective, emotional appeal. Anyway, it satisfied the girl's request for a reason why I liked the song. 

But then the girls started saying, "Apostrophe, apostrophe," over and over. "Is that good entertainment for you?" one asked.

Indeed. Good entertainment.


What I'm listening to right now.

Imagine Dragons, "Whatever It Takes."

Lyrics.

Falling too fast to prepare for this
Tripping in the world could be dangerous
Everybody circling, it's vulturous
Negative, nepotist
Everybody waiting for the fall of man
Everybody praying for the end of times
Everybody hoping they could be the one
I was born to run, I was born for this
Whip, whip
Run me like a racehorse
Pull me like a ripcord
Break me down and build me up
I wanna be the slip, slip
Word upon your lip, lip
Letter that you rip, rip
Break me down and build me up
Whatever it takes
'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins
I do whatever it takes
'Cause I love how it feels when I break the chains
Whatever it takes
You take me to the top I'm ready for
Whatever it takes
'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins
I do what it takes
Always had a fear of being typical
Looking at my body feeling miserable
Always hanging on to the visual
I wanna be invisible
Looking at my years like a martyrdom
Everybody needs to be a part of 'em
Never be enough, I'm the prodigal son
I was born to run, I was born for this
Whip, whip
Run me like a racehorse
Pull me like a ripcord
Break me down and build me up
I wanna be the slip, slip
Word upon your lip, lip
Letter that you rip, rip
Break me down and build me up
Whatever it takes
'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins
I do whatever it takes
'Cause I love how it feels when I break the chains
Whatever it takes
You take me to the top, I'm ready for
Whatever it takes
'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins
I do what it takes
Hypocritical, egotistical
Don't wanna be the parenthetical, hypothetical
Working onto something that I'm proud of, out of the box
An epoxy to the world and the vision we've lost
I'm an apostrophe
I'm just a symbol to remind you that there's more to see
I'm just a product of the system, a catastrophe
And yet a masterpiece, and yet I'm half-diseased
And when I am deceased
At least I go down to the grave and die happily
Leave the body and my soul to be a part of thee
I do what it takes
Whatever it takes
'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins
I do whatever it takes
'Cause I love how it feels when I break the chains
Whatever it takes
You take me to the top, I'm ready for
Whatever it takes
'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins
I do what it takes

[daily log: walking, 7.5km; carrying heavy box to post office, 0.5km]

Caveat: on the desirability (or not) of movement

I have a student named N__. Because the current "test prep period" for middle schoolers (colloquially called "내신") is just now ending, a lot of students are still absent, so much to N__'s dismay, she found herself stuck with me in a class where she was the only student present. I know this is unpleasant and awkward for typical teenagers of any nationality: getting stuck in an impromptu one-on-one class with a teacher.

When this happens with an advanced-level middle-schooler, I pull out my pile of randomized Type 1 and Type 2 TOEFL Speaking questions, which hinge on personal opinions and preferences, and I subject the victim to an onslaught of timed, unprepared speaking drills.

N__ was quite reluctant at first, but I shortly realized that despite her being a fairly recent arrival at Karma, she'd obviously done TOEFL style speaking drills before – she was quite competent even relative to her peers who have had to suffer my insistence on this method for several years. Further, although lacking much vocabulary and having rather poor pronunciation, she had a good instinct for making instant, logical, meaningful answers. She even introduced quite a bit of humor at several points.

One question was something along the lines of "What is your favorite season?" Without pause, she simply said:

"Argh! I hate ALL of them!" 

And then she said nothing more. That was sufficient, as far as she was concerned. She folded her arms to punctuate her point.

My favorite was with a question that went as follows:

What is your favorite way of getting around? (This question is meant to evoke responses on the topic of means of daily transportation, e.g. cars vs buses vs walking vs biking, etc.).

N__ asked me for clarification on the exact meaning of the question, nodded her head twice, and then, without missing a beat, immediately began:

"In fact, I don't much like moving at all. I would prefer to just sit at home… "

I broke out laughing, which broke her concentration, so she wasn't able to give more detail. I'm sure this pleased her.

In her several months at Karma, I'd already developed an idea of her personality as one of those laconic, can't-be-bothered teenagers, and here she was showing a full self-awareness and even some humorous intentionality to this image she projected.

By the end of class, she was less sleepy-eyed and more comfortable – I think my positive feedback on her pragmatically appropriate answers, regardless of their official TOEFL quality, helped her feel more confident.


What I'm listening to right now.

Arnold Schoenberg, "String Quartet No. 4" performed by LaSalle Quartet.

[daily log: walking, 7.5km]

Caveat: well, whatever

Now that I have made my departure announcement "official" – by telling my students in my classes – and even putting it on facebook – I have to confront the ways people deal with the news.

It's interesting seeing different student reactions to the news.

Of course some students are clearly sad. And although that's sad to see, at least it also shows me that they have some attachment to me, which is gratifying for my ego, right?

In fact, the student reactions that most depress me are the reactions of shrugging indifference, often from students I have known for quite a long time. Certainly, there are cases where the student's reaction is a sort of emotional self-protection, a refusal to admit outward interest, and their actual feelings remain opaque. But there are clearly other cases where it's just simply that, for all that I was a part of a student's life for 2 or 3 or 4 years, I just don't mean that much to them. And I guess that's OK, too. Nevertheless, there can be noticeable asymmetries in these feelings – which is only to say, some of these indifferent students, I will miss a great deal.

The other day a student said to the news, simply, "well, whatever," and rolled her eyes.

[daily log: walking, 7.5km; carrying heavy box to post office, 0.5km]

Caveat: My own private DMZ

My packing progress reached a kind of milestone, today.

I have been doing a sort of "bubble sort" on my apartment. I divide things into piles, and go through piles doing a sort of "keep, give-away, trash, defer decision" classification on each item. Today, I implemented a broad categorization for the two non-trash categories. I have one side of the apartment classified as either "keep and send to the US" or "defer decision", and the other side of the apartment classified as "leave behind". The goal, of course, is that between trips to the post office and trips to the trash zone downstairs, these categories will finally result in only my packed luggage on the "keep" side, and everything else on the "leave" side so that I can have some friends over to help me dispose of it.

I took a picture.

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Everything on the left is "leave behind" and everything on the right is "still needs to sort" or "ready to send to US."

This doesn't include some items still in my closets, behind me in the picture. But I feel like the end state is within conception, now – and that's the first time I've felt that. I have 16 days left.

This reminds me a lot of the summer before I came to Korea, in 2007. I really spent all of August packing and sorting and organizing my stuff. And my storage unit in Minneapolis represents the frozen result of that effort. So now I'll have a new similar result – a bunch of boxes waiting for me in Alaska, and some suitcases, and the rest is abandoned.

I guess it's good to tackle this kind of thing once a decade or so. But I'm realizing that this is just phase one. Once back in the US, I'll have to go to Minnesota and repeat the process to get out of that storage unit.

[daily log: walking, 8km; carrying heavy box to post office, 0.5km]

Caveat: Still Not Dead

Maybe I’m still alive.
Today is a kind of milestone – five years ago today, I had surgery to remove my tumor.
My final check-up at the cancer hospital is coming up in about 2 weeks’ time – it was originally scheduled for today, in fact, but they had to move it for some reason. After my check up, this time, the hospital releases me from “monitoring” (ie. the scheduled semi-annual CAT scans, mostly) under the assumption that any metastasis is unlikely at this point.
Thus, any cancer I get, from here forward, is presumed to be “new” in some sense, I guess. Not that it really works that way. The current understanding is that we all have cancer, all the time. But mostly, our immune systems in all their guises keep it in check. So getting sick with cancer is mostly a failure of some aspect of the immune system.
picture[daily log: walking, 8km; carrying heavy box to post office, 0.5km]

Caveat: 스무th

Today at work I saw a student (I’m not sure who) had added a comment to one of my whiteboard alligators.
They gave the “annoyed alligator” something to say, with a speech bubble. What he was saying was, “스무th” [seumu-th] which is a transliteration of “smooth”, I suppose. I think there’s some kind of meme going around Korean tweenagerdom using this English word. But what I found surprising was that the transcription into the Korean alphabet (hangul) shows a certain phonological sophistication, in that the “th” sound is un-transcribed, which in turn indicates an awareness that the “th” sound doesn’t exist Korean. Normally, the “th” sound is alternately transcribed as either “ㅅ/ㅆ” [s/ss] or as “ㄷ/ㄸ” [d/tt]. And most Koreans seem singularly unaware that in fact it is not either of these sounds but rather something else. So this unusual non-transcription event makes me feel happy that at least one junior whiteboard vandal at Karma has got the concept. Here’s a picture.
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[daily log: walking, 8.5km; carrying heavy box to post office, 0.5km]

Caveat: Signs or Omens

For the next three weeks, as I prepare my departure from the place I've called home for more than a decade, I will be making a daily trip to the post office. That's because it seems like the best way to get some of my possessions back home is to simply mail them. It may not the be the cheapest, but certainly I suspect it's the best compromise of price and convenience.

So I pack boxes and mail them – if I do one a day between now and my departure, that should be about right, I'm guessing. 

Today at my local post office branch, I saw this at the back entrance.

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I've circled in red the notable detail: that container is one of the US Post Office's proprietary containers. It's being used as an overflow trash can at a Seoul suburban post office.

I guess that's yet another sign to go back to the US, right?

[daily log: walking, 8km,; carrying heavy box to post office, 0.5km]

Caveat: 장마

The Korean rainy season (장마) mostly seems to start like clockwork, right around July 1st each year. You can see it on my phone's weather forecasting app.

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Or looking out the window works, too. Actually, it's been raining on and off already for the last few weeks. But the monsoon doubles down and just rains all the time. 

The rainy season is probably my favorite season in Korea. Despite the sticky warm temperatures, the green dampness reminds me of my childhood on the far north coast of California, which is climatologically part of the Pacific Northwest.

[daily log: walking, 7km]

Caveat: Relocating the mapmapmaker

[This is a cross-post from my other blog.]

Huge changes are afoot in Lucianoland.

After almost 11 years as a resident in Korea, including a productive career teaching and an intense battle with cancer that nearly finished me, but which my excellent doctors here helped me to overcome, I am forced by circumstances beyond my control to move back to the US.

I am thus currently very busy (overwhelmed) with the preparations for the move. Once back in the US – within a month – I have no idea what my job prospects will be or even what sort of work I will do.

I may be too busy to map or participate in OGF much. Then again, I may actually participate in OGF more, as I seek a way to deal with stress and just to relax doing something familiar and comforting in my down time. I can’t predict.

Anyway, if I don’t respond for long periods, you know what’s happening.

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Caveat: 잘될거야! 걱정마~

Curt and I were discussing my situation and imminent departure, and all the accompanying uncertainties.
He used the phrase, 잘될거야! 걱정마~ which he helpfully wrote down for me because he knows I learn best visually.
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I more or less understood it but had never tried to parse it grammatically.

잘될거야! 걱정마
jal.doel.geo.ya geok.jeong.ma
well-become-FUT-BE-FAM(?)! worry-DON’T
It’ll turn out alright. Don’t worry.

The “-야” verbal ending (not to be confused with vocative -야, which attaches to nouns) is one that I see and hear all the time, but I’ve never seen it explained in any of my grammar books.  I’ve labeled it “BE-FAM” above, for “BE, familiar” – meaning it seems to be a kind of slangy version of the copula that does’t get explained in grammar books. Or maybe I’m wrong and it’s something else, but anyway, I get the meaning of it.
Later I accused him of “irrational optimism,” which he took badly, but in fact I see that as a positive trait: irrational optimism is stronger than rational optimism, because the latter is subject to sudden dissolution in the face of facts.
[daily log: walking, 7.5km; carrying heavy box to post office, 0.5km]

Caveat: is there a 5-year cycle?

There is an apparent 5-year cycle to my existence. Maybe. Well, for now.
Five years ago this week, I found out I had cancer. That radically altered my life and outlook.
Now, I am once again undergoing a transformation in my life and outlook, partly in response to “fate,” such as it is.
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Caveat: Today’s announcement

My sixth-grade student Seoeun raised her hand, yesterday, as if she had an urgent announcement.

"Yes?" I prompted.

"Today is today," she said gravely, and without hesitation. It was clearly something she'd planned out in her head, as one does when working in a foreign language.

"Um, yes," I agreed. "Why are you telling me?"

"그냥" [geunyang = just because], she offered, shrugging.

"OK, good to know," I said. And we moved on.

[daily log: walking, 7km]

Caveat: Oh windows registry, how I missed thee!

One thing I did when I was in Portland two weeks ago was I bought a new laptop computer. I wanted to buy in the US because I could get a laptop with the Windows operating system in English – if you buy a laptop in Korea, it will speak Korean to you (meaning all the system error messages, all the setup and config, etc.), and Microsoft has a ridiculous policy whereby if you want to change an operating system's language, you have to buy the operating system again!

The reason to buy in Oregon, specifically, is that Oregon has no sales tax. So I bought the computer there. And now I have it here in Korea.

After more or less being content with my Linux-based resurrection of my old Korean desktop, it's a bit rough transitioning my computer habits back to Windows. Of course, I use Korean-speaking Windows at work, but I won't be taking my desktop back to the US, so I needed a new laptop for all my home-based stuff, especially my geofictioning and server-development hobby, such as it is. 

Windows 10 is smooth and professional, of course, but it really gets on my nerves. It makes assumptions about the way a person might want to work, which run counter to how I prefer to work.

I have hacked the registry numerous times, already, to get it to behave the way I want. In each case, the steps are as follows: 1) hack the registry to make visible some system option that is already built into the system, 2) set the option the way I want. Why do they hide these options? 

First and foremost, I had to kill off the deeply annoying Cortana. What is this, Clippy on opioids? Smooth but insidious, I was compelled to kill it off during my first hours of ownership. I have since had to find ways to prevent the system from insisting on connecting to my Microsoft account (if I want to share things with Microsoft, I'll do so on a case by case basis, right?), to prevent it from going to screen saver when I leave my computer unattended (how is this not a default-accessible option?), and to better manage how it behaves with respect to its power-management options. 

Sigh. I'll get used to it. 

Meanwhile, just for the heck of it, I got it running dual monitors, by hooking the laptop up to my desktop monitor as well as the laptop's. Thus, in the picture below, I can do email and websurfing on one monitor, while I hack around on my server on the other monitor.

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[daily log: walking, 7.5km]

Caveat: Many Lines

[This is a cross-post from my other blog.]

I have drawn many, many lines.

The contour work for Makaska is coming along. I made the decision to complete ALL the contours before placing infrastructure, and so far except for one little experiment at the southwestern border (which was meant mostly to give some hints to my southern neighbor since he’s building a metropolis right across the frontier), I have stuck to my plan.

Overall, I feel happy with my progress. Below is a current screenshot in JOSM. The contour work is divided into 6 separate “degree square” files (you can see the “edges” of each layer file) but I can load them all into JOSM to view my progress, although for actual work I’ll close all of them except the one where I’m working. I also have the “pseudo-PLSS” layer loaded, which is a grid of mile-square “sections” based on the fictional 1841 survey. I think it’s looking pretty good.

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I could probably load it right now, except for the band  across the middle, including Freeborn, Battle Plain, Lac Perdu, and Taylor Parishes.

Music to map by: Silvio Rodríguez, “La gaviota.”

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Caveat: those alligators of sentimentality

The toy plastic alligators are a part of my teaching schtick – the kids enjoy them, including even the normally standoffish middleschoolers. But these "made in China" toy alligators break easily. I go through one every month or so, and some months I don't have one that works.

These past years, I frequently save the plastic alligators, whether out of some misplaced sentimentality or because I've got some vague notion of trying to repair them – I did successfully open and repair one once, so it's not an impossible proposition.

As I clean my apartment, I found my alligator graveyard. I briefly considered including them in a shipment back to the US, but I quickly realized that was silly sentimentality, and utterly unnecessary. I snapped a photo of the defunct alligators, assembled forlornly on my floor, and added them to my current trash bag.

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Goodbye, alligators.

[daily log: walking, 8km]

Caveat: happimess

I haven't had to deal with planning for a major move in a long time.

I went to buy some standard-sized boxes at the post office. It costs a little more than foraging for free boxes, but I like using standard-sized boxes where they are all the same. It helps me feel organized. These will boxes that I will ship back to the US – probably as "surface mail" which takes a long time on a boat but isn't that expensive.

The boxes from the post office are post office branded. They have a slogan in Korean and English printed on the side. The English slogan is a bit weird, because of the font they used. It sort of seems to say "May your day be filled with happimess" but I think the "m" is just a bad effort at a "sloppy" cursive-style "n".

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My mess isn't making me happy. It's giving me stress. That's why I'm starting so early – it'll help to stretch the packing experience out over the next month or more.

[daily log: walking, 8.5km]

Caveat: The Big Decision

Well, the details are not nailed down at all, but I've made it "official" – as much as such things can be in Korea. 

I am ending my career as a Korean hagwon teacher and moving back to the US within the next 2 months. Exact dates will be determined eventually.

This is really hard for me, and I hate feeling like I am letting down the people (coworkers and students) at Karma, where I have been working these past 7 years. But it feels necessary.

More later, I guess.


I met with my friend Peter this morning, and we talked for a while and had lunch before I went to work. He's back in Korea having just finished his Master's in Korean Studies at Johns Hopkins SAIS (which is in DC). Very impressive accomplishment, in my opinion. And now he's networking and thinking about his next move – some kind of job, obviously, but he seems willing to take his time and find the right gig.

His quizzing me on the whys and wherefores of my big decision were helpful. He has a way of getting me to think clearly about my intentions and motives. 

[daily log: walking, 9km]

Caveat: Field work for mapping Ohunkagan

[This is a cross-post from my other blog.]

I haven’t mapped anything, these last two weeks. But I thought about mapping a lot. That’s because I spent the last two weeks in Seattle and Portland for a family emergency, driving around and thus getting lots of ideas and thoughts for Makaska. Certainly I had already been intending the main metropolis, Ohunkagan, to have some similarities with Seattle (although with a Minnesota climate), situated as it is on an isthmus, but getting to drive around there and around Portland, too, gave me some more ideas, anyway. Call it a kind of “Field research” for eventual mapping.

This is a pretty short entry, then, just to give an update of what I’m up to on the geofiction front.

Now that I’m back in Korea, I may have some more time and opportunity to do more mapping.

Music to map by: Taylor Swift, “Delicate.”

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Caveat: The whys and wherefores with a side of ramen

Of course, my beloved uncle Arthur is the reason for this trip. He had a small stroke while working outdoors at his place in Alaska, and consequently fell down an embankment, breaking his neck (literally) and experiencing a concussion, with concomitant brain injury, impacting memory and cognition.

Alaska is not a good place to get treatment for those things, so he was air-ambulanced from Ketchikan down to Seattle, and upon discharge from the hospital he has been staying with our very close and long-term family friends who live west of Portland, Oregon. He has stayed here so many times before, over the last 30 years, that it is a familiar place with familiar people (both of which is helpful relative to the memory issues).

Anyway, that's just a short summary of why I'm here. Arthur is still just Arthur, despite the current situation – his personality is unchanged and in some situations you'd never realize what could be wrong.

Today we had Korean Shin Ramyeon (Korean-style spicy ramen, 신라면). Keith had said he liked ramen and I was telling him about spicy Korean style, which is different than the non-spicy Japanese style that is popular in the US. So when I saw the Shin Ramyeon on the shelf in the Fred Meyer store in Forest Grove the other day, I bought some. And today, we had it for lunch.

Arthur and Keith both liked it – I expected they would, because they both like spicy food, anyway. So we had a Korean 분식 (bunshik = fast food) lunch. Here's Arthur with his ramen. Note that he doesn't normally use chopsticks – he was hamming slightly for the camera.

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Later, I went to the airport and fetched my sister, who is flying up will be here after I leave to return to Korea on Friday.

[daily log: walking, 4km]

Caveat: The carrot-eating dog

Juli and Keith have a dog. He is a dachshund named Walter.

He likes to eat carrots and strawberries. Which is strange for a dog, frankly. Sometimes when Arthur and I go out for a walk we take Walter along. He has to check his "pee-mail" as Juli likes to say. I think this is a hilarious concept, but weirdly accurate, as he must sniff every tree and bush between their house and the mailboxes up by the main road, which is about 1 km.

Here is Walter eating a strawberry. You can just sort of make it out entering his mouth. That's a blurry strawberry, not his tongue.

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We had a very full morning of appointments, today down in the Portland at the VA, again. It's a hard situation. Sometimes we feel optimism, and sometimes we don't. Such is life.

[daily log: walking, 4km]

Caveat: Bureaucrats and a Skybridge

We had a pretty full day. We got up at 4:45 because we had to go to the VA facilities in Vancouver, north of the river, for a 7:30 appointment, and we had to avoid the worst traffic through Portland. The appointment was routed to the Vancouver facilities because it was the earliest appointment available with the team we needed to see. 

After several hours of appointments, we got an X-ray they wanted, and then we found out we had to go to the Portland VA center to fill out a form so the X-ray would go to the right place. Typical bureaucratic runaround…. Anyway, busy day.

At the Portland VA hospitals, they have a pedestrian skybridge that connects to the Oregon Health Sciences University, which shares the same hilltop location with the VA. Here is a picture of the skybridge.

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From the skybridge, you can see a bit of downtown Portland and the Willamette river.

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 [daily log: walking, 5km]

Caveat: My father’s signature on the bottom of a bowl

Juli is giving me pea soup to eat (she makes it in batches and has containers of it frozen). I like pea soup – as I've blogged before.

Today she gave me a bowl to put my pea soup in, and pointed out that my father had made the bowl. Really.

Back when I was quite young, my father and mother had a potter's wheel in the back shed at our house in Arcata. Both of them made pottery at various points. Apparently Juli has inherited portions of the collection that had been built up there – which is logical, as she and Keith were also members of the same community at that time.

So here is my pea soup. After I was finished, I washed my bowl and took it outside to photograph my father's signature on the bottom of the bowl.

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 [daily log: walking, 2km]

Caveat: Drivearound

I had a day off from riding along with Arthur to his appointments, because he didn't have any appointments. So I decided to go visit some of my other relatives and friends who are clustered in this part of the world. Actually, just based on that factor, I suppose that although I have never lived in the Portland region, it is nevertheless a kind of "hometown" for me. 

First I drove down to Eugene, which is actually a few hours, but I didn't mind – I enjoy road trips as long as they're not a requirement of my day-to-day life, and with not having a car in Korea, in fact I only do driving one week or two out of each year. So I headed down the west side of the Willamette Valley through McMinnville and Corvallis, and saw my aunt and uncle Janet and Bob – who are on my father's side and so unrelated to my maternal uncle Arthur, who is my main reason for this visit.

I enjoyed that visit, and the scattered fogs and periodic bouts of rain going down and back up the valley. I spent about 4 hours there, having coffee and talking, catching up on things. I really enjoy the company of Janet and Bob, and it's worth noting that they lived with us in Arcata when I an infant, and thus Janet was one of my first baby sitters, though I don't remember that as I was only an infant. 

I drove back up the east side of the Valley on I-5, through Albany and Salem and to Portland, where I met up with an old schoolmate Raven who lives there. We haven't in fact seen each other since high school, and in high school we were in different social circles so in fact we haven't interacted since grade school, but we were in the same class for two years in 5th and 6th grade. So it was interesting to sit and chat about such ancient times after so long. Then I drove back out to Forest Grove and met my cousin Jori (also on my father's side, my father's and Janet's niece from another Way family sibling, Freda). I had dinner with her and her husband at a Peruvian restaurant in Forest Grove. It was nostalgic to have Peruvian food, because when I lived in Long Beach I used to go to this Peruvian place with my coworkers that was nearby to where we were working on that big project in Costa Mesa. And I've always like Peruvian cuisine, which is hard to find in Korea. Go figure.

I was surprised to learn that my second cousin Philip (Jori's son, who is, incidentally, named for my father)  has recently become the proprietor of a pub in Forest Grove, which is a popular spot for students at the nearby Pacific University, which is where our family friend Juli (who I am staying with, here) has been a physics professor for so many years. So we had dessert (a chocolate creme brulee with strawberries) at the pub and chatted a little about how he's hoping to succeed with this new business venture. I was just impressed to think there is a relative of mine who owns a pub.

Here are some pictures.

Driving down the valley.

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With aunt Janet and Bob at their place.

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The hillside at Janet and Bob's place.

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Some impressively authentic Peruvian food. I had chaufa with some ceviche before that.

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My cousin Philip at the bar of his pub.

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A chocolate creme brulee with strawberries.

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[daily log: walking, 4km]

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