Caveat: True Dogma

[This is a “back-post”;  it is a work-in-progress, so it may change partially or completely, with materials added or taken away, over the next several days or weeks.  This is “day 2(b)” of my stay at the Vipassana Meditation retreat. For general comments and summary, see “day 11.”]

I felt rather disgusted this evening with Mr Goenka’s discourse.  He makes all these claims to be presenting something that’s scientific and non-sectarian.  He states repeatedly and unequivocally that this is not dogma, but simple truth.

But, in fact, what he’s presenting isn’t just dogma… it’s pretty darn orthodox Theravada Buddhist dogma, at that.  I wouldn’t hesitate to describe the belief system underlying his vipassana practice as a sort of neo-orthodox fundamentalist Theravedism… for those of you who care about such things.

The fact of it being orthodox Buddhism doesn’t bother me in the least.  I knew (and know) that vipassana is a Buddhist meditative practice.  But, as many of you know, hypocrisy does bother me.  A lot.  And when someone like Mr Goenka tries to sell orthodox Buddhism as something non-sectarian and non-dogmatic, that pisses me off. So, today, I feel pissed off.
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Caveat: False Joy

[This is a “back-post”;  it is a work-in-progress, so it may change partially or completely, with materials added or taken away, over the next several days or weeks.  This is “day 2(a)” of my stay at the Vipassana Meditation retreat. For general comments and summary, see “day 11.”]

At 4:40 PM, I find my Buddha-nature in my left nostril.  But it’s a false alarm.

Really, all that’s happening is that I’m calming down. My mind is still wandering a lot.  And we’re watching our respiration. I noticed that earlier today, when my mind wandered, it was mostly agitated, worrying, negative thoughts. But this afternoon, I found that my mind would wander to positive things – daydreams, happy things. And at the same time, I’m watching my breathing.  In the morning, it was mostly in the right nostril. This afternoon, it has switched to the left nostril.  So there must be something happy in my left nostril, QED.

I realize this is fallacious argument. Also, having happy distracted thoughts instead of negative distracted thoughts still isn’t matching the objective, I don’t think. The idea is to detach from both kinds of distracting thoughts.

All the same, it put me in a very cheerful, joyful, almost elated mood, having all these happy distracted thoughts.
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