i forgot my phone in going to my session this morning, so this posting is later than usual.
its drizzling.
i have this metallic feel in my mouth, the last few days gradually becoming more pronounced. its like i tried to suck on hot ball bearings as if it were candy.
i dont like this increasing absent-mindedness. im sure its the medication, and not the treatment per se. but whenever i feel out of control of my mental faculties, i start to panic about old age, senility and the conditions under which my life would quickly lose meaning.
two more sessions. then some weeks of recovery, which ive come to realize will be worse than the treatment.
grr. really grumpy today.