ㅁ The slug had set out intending to cross the road; but it met a truck.
Category: My Poetry & Fiction
Caveat: Poem #2110 “Don’t mix it up”
Caveat: Poem #2109 “Nostalgia for the cancer ward”
Caveat: Poem #2108 “Not sure if anything changed during the night”
Caveat: Poem #2107 “A break”
Caveat: Poem #2106 “Alternate epitaph”
Caveat: Poem #2105 “Survey the world”
Caveat: Poem #2104 “Flowers”
Caveat: Poem #2103 “Words”
ㅁ No words for the stones. No words for the resting trees. No words for the clouds.
Caveat: Poem #2102 “Fifty-fourth stanza”
ㅁ Kiamon felt slightly positive then, still at a loss as to exactly when winds would begin to die down for a while, ghosts would at last pause a bit, give a smile.
Caveat: Poem #2101 “Fifty-third stanza”
ㅁ Kiamon barely remembered her name. Trying but failing, she'd ended the game. Tired and broken, she needed to rest. So her antagonist gloated, "I'm best!"
Caveat: Poem #2100 “A review of last night’s events”
ㅁ Down in the woods on the other lot's line, Fences were found... and the gate to a mine. Paths wound around topiaries and trees, contractors engineered highways by threes. Dreams can be like that, confusing and fey, finally ending, exposed to the day.
Caveat: Poem #2099 “It’s always about me”
Caveat: Poem #2098 “Brain traffic”
ㅁ The dreams solve nothing. They pile up some fraught symbols and leave me anxious.
Caveat: Poem #2097 “Still too early, maybe”
Caveat: Poem #2096 “Find what?”
ㅁ If you can find it, in fact, then you will know how to act, to compensate what you lacked.
Caveat: Poem #2095 “A parable about lost astronauts”
ㅁ "Look!" they said. "This journey," they continued, "is impossible. The geometry's wrong, and the shape of space and time will soon lead all of us astray." They sat, shaking their heads, crestfallen.
Caveat: Poem #2094 “A parable about found stones”
ㅁ Of course the stones were arreptitious, just existing in the present: a passing truck might raise up their weighty singing souls only a moment then flung sideways they'd lie down with weeds, lost.
Caveat: Poem #2093 “Instant day”
ㅁ Each morning leaps into place through a kind of dreamy space and a rigid, stony grace.
Caveat: Poem #2092 “Hope”
ㅁ The garden lay, ungrowing (damp, brown earth); it was a dearth of sprouting and a surfeit of waiting.
Caveat: Poem #2091 “Prophecy”
ㅁ The house made of trash: I lived there like a prophet. That was a strange dream.
Caveat: Poem #2090 “Arboreal disobedience”
Caveat: Poem #2089 “Shame”
Caveat: Poem #2088 “Story outline”
Caveat: Poem #2087 “Sociability”
Caveat: Poem #2086 “Skewed”
Caveat: Poem #2085 “Might as well”
Caveat: Poem #2084 “Debatable”
ㅁ Poems are good, or they're bad - you decide. Take a position, defend either side. Meanings can bend, semiotics can shift, all in your mind, and the changes are swift.
Caveat: Poem #2083 “Manifesto”
ㅁ Spring is unbearable, just like the fall: seasons do best when they're in one and all. Likewise the sun shouldn't vary each day: better to have it a lot, or away.
– a quatrain dactylic tetrameter. Bear in mind the “narrator’s voice” here really isn’t my opinion. It’s a kind of exaggerated, somewhat facetious narrator speaking.
Caveat: Poem #2082 “While the Men Converse”
ㅁ While the Men Converse Went so. / for Wntr. / can y. undstd -- In spc. mny types awt. the end. | | °°° ~ now the blue/bk. over / turned the eggs of Tps. To reveal to me the Vrts. That man dwells amidst * - c ? Id.s. ,,, / (,,,) -- ... / / / -- \ °°° Tps Vrts -- flowing like lamposts on dusty grey bookshelves -- While the Men. Converse°°° °°
– A free-form poem, a guest-poem from my past. I wrote this poem in the summer of 1983, a point in time when I was keeping a fairly regular journal (a kind of analogue predecessor to this here blog thingy, right?). It was hard to transcribe – I was experimenting with what is called “concrete poetry” I guess. My handwritten letters and the spaces that I filled with bits of punctuation and pseudo-writing were as important as the actual text. I was being deliberately gnomic with my weird abbreviations and omissions of letters – most of them I can figure out, but in fact I’m clueless about the meaning of “Tps” in the above poem. I’m guessing that “Vrts” is “virtues”… maybe? So perhaps “Tps” means “typos” – that would please my notion of meta-referentiality, anyway. Let it be so.
So transcription is quite difficult. Here is the image of the original poem. And the facing page with its accompanying illustration.
Caveat: Poem #2081 “Fifty-second stanza”
ㅁ Kiamon felt that the dreams were obscure. Meaning was vague and she just wasn't sure. Grandfather's ghost never laid it all out: rather he seemed to throw symbols about.
Caveat: Poem #2080 “Fifty-first stanza”
ㅁ Kiamon never imagined there'd be obvious answers to questions we see; nevertheless she still could not deny ghost-given answers were often quite sly.
Caveat: Poem #2079 “What the trees saw”
ㅁ Today the sun came, took the snow, the trees were quite relieved 'cause yesterday they'd seen a lot: in April, who'd believe?