I feel like I've made a definite decision to return to Korea. And all of this traveling around I've been doing was obviously part of my own way of finding the gumption to make that decision. It was a way to meditate on what I wanted next from life.
But now I've got at least 2 months before I go back. And so I feel like I'm in a limbo. That "waiting" state that is hard for me. I have lots of things to keep me busy: people to visit, bureaucratic miscellany to sort out, etc. But in the end, I want to just "get on with it."
I'm still not always very good at BEING in the present moment. As much as I try to live up to that ideal.