(Poem #456 on new numbering scheme)
신의 은총이 없었다면 저도 저렇게 되었을 것이다.
My coworker was sad. Her sister died. The cancer had declared its wish at last. The funeral was all the way across vast Seoul. These Koreans mourn the dead as they live - with kimchi and alcohol. The grace of god descended, so we kept our silences while poking rice with spoons and fetching bits of food with chopstick-thrusts. Of course my own unlikely failed demise was apropos - but felt indulgent too. I spoke about it with reluctance till at last we drove back down the Han to home. The night was cold. It carved heavenly paths; expressways sought to give us maps of hope.