I don't actually believe in Karma. Not as Buddhist dogma would have it, with reincarnation and sankharas (sp?) and all that. I believe we each carry a sort of karma within the frame of our own lifespan, as we make decisions, and those have consequences, and things we do to or for others are repaid in part or in full or passed along. Creative expression is a means of extending the reach of one's own personal karma, in this respect.
I seem to have a tendency, in my life, to seek out and find myself in situations where I've deliberately created too many options for myself. So many options, that it's very hard to make a move — I sit in a sort flux of indecision, like standing hip-deep in a stream and feeling the current tug at you.
So there I am. I'm working on the job search. But that's a slow, evolving process that requires a good deal of patience. I'm working on studying Korean, but that's an even slower, evolving process that requires more patience than the Buddha himself has. The Buddha may have lost his equanimity, had he decided to try to learn Korean. Heh.
I have a lot of "free" time, and I'm not spending it well.