I’m a yo-yo. Up and down, like that.
I’m referring to the job situation. Latest: the one on offer, from down in Jeollanam, is back on the plate – they stopped ignoring me. I’m trying so hard to be zenlike and detached about this process. It’s hard. And now, if I go for it, and it happens, and then later, I regret the decision, I’ll have a chance to beat myself up for “going for it” even though I was unimpressed by the hiring process.
And here I am… feeling regrets over possible feelings of past regret in the context of future feelings of regret. See how that works? Ah um… just let go.
