Caveat: Oh, how’s your alligator??

I found the following message in my email box this morning.   I miss my students already.

HELLO! teacher.

Remember me??

I'm christina. My summer vacation was over.

So i'm so sad some time when i thought about

summer vacation.

How's you? I miss you…

i miss your alligator and your funny story.

i want you to come to Korea and teach students in

L-bridge school.

While i'm so happy to go Eldorado1.

But my friends are sad because i go to second

time in L-bridge school.(thesday and thursday time)

And i'm so sad because i can't study with Emily…

I visted your sight and i'm so happy to see your

alligators.

Oh, how's your alligator??

You gave all your alligator to our L-bridge teachers???

Any way, i want to hurry to teach L-bridge students.

SEE YOU WHENEVER…

SEE YOU SOON..     GOODNIGHT!

 

Caveat: Languages

Yesterday I went to the Meiji Shrine, among other places.  It's kind of a big almost wilderness-y park just a few km south of Shinjuku.  Quite stunning and beautiful inside.  I took some video… maybe I'll try to process and post it, later.

Anyway, when I first got there (after walking the wrong way around to the "back" entrance, as per my obtuse, instinctive, anti-touristic custom), I found myself having a short exchange with the guard at the entrance, since there didn't appear to be any signs with English making clear I was at the right place.  Nothing fancy, mind you:  Is this the Meiji Shrine?  Yes.   Thank you.

But I realized that I was managing the exchange in not-too-bad low-level Japanese.  The guard definitely seemed impressed.  That's a tribute to my 20-years-ago Japanese teachers at the University of Minnesota, I suppose.   Still, I immediately felt very frustrated and almost angry:  the "trying-to-learn-Korean-for-over-2-years Jared" suddenly was very jealous and resentful and pissed off at the "haven't-even-looked-at-Japanese-in-20-years Jared," because that was an exchange that would have still given me anxiety in Korean (although I think I might have managed it). 

I can meditate on various reasons and excuses why I find Korean so difficult.   There's the mind-bogglingly weird sound system (I mean, not in absolute terms, but to us English speakers).  There's all those Chinese-origin homonyms (what happens when you borrow 4 words that are identical in pronunciation, except for tone markings, into a non-tone language?).   But the reason that's probably most likely, but that's hardest for me to accept, is that apparently there's a big difference between my 20-something brain and my 40-something brain.  I've commented on this before.   Oh well.  Maybe I should just study Japanese, since it seems to come so much more easily to me?

But… I like Korean.  Do I like it because it's so hard for me?   Am I a linguistic masochist?  Hmmm.

Caveat: being in places

I often tell people that, more than anything else, I love to travel.  But actually, I hate traveling.  I love being in places, and then wandering around.

The other parts of travel, it turns out, I'm stunningly bad at doing:  planning ahead, organizing, economizing, packing, scheduling, etc.  Mostly, when I travel, I just dispense with these things to the maximal extent possible.  But, here in the world's most expensive city, that habit of mine has a pretty high price.   Not that I'm complaining.  I've fully accepted that my aversion to planning ahead when it comes to travel means I pay a little (or a lot) extra for things like accommodation.   But actually finding a place proved more difficult that I expected.  Is Tokyo full?  Hmmm… sorry, that's a rhetorical question.  Actually, I would say, Tokyo's pretty much full.   Megalopolis of megalopolises.   The metamegalopolis.

I spent a major portion of yesterday simply wandering around.  As I do whenever I'm in a new city with a subway system, I deliberately went into the subway without studying the map, got what seemed like a useful ticket (a one-day pass) for 710 yen, and walked to the first platform and got on the first train.  And after about 20 minutes, I saw fields.  Fields?  What kind of megalopolis is this, anyway?

Obviously, I'd gone off in a centrifugal direction.  So I got off and found that my little ticket made the ticket gate complain beepingly.  You see, I'd managed to get on a JR train that exited the "Tokyo Metro" system.  Somehow, the regional rail and the subway here don't exist in their seperate, delimited universes, the way that such things do in other major cities I've been to.  So you can ride a subway train that indetectably transmogrifies itself into a regional rail route once it crosses the outside edge of the metro system.  Hmph. 

I paid the friendly and utterly English-free station guard the make-up fee for the incorrect ticket, and walked around my randomly discovered neighborhood.  Then I bought a SUICA pass (which appears to work like Seoul T-Money — my fingers are crossed that will continue to do so) and went back to Ikebukuro where I started.  After I'd figured out that first lesson in Tokyo subway navigation, things went smoothly.  And what better way to learn subway navigation than through trial and error?  That's why I do things that way, I suppose…  aside from the fact that for me, personally, it also happens to be fun.

I went and saw the Diet building and government area (there were tons of riot police about, which made it feel just like Seoul's government area — perhaps because of the recent elections?), then I spent a long time walking around Ueno and later Shinjuku.  Just exploring, as is my wont. 

Today will be museums day (at least, that's the plan… as I said, plans don't work well for me when I travel). 

Tokyo seems more "western" in some ways, than Seoul.  More multicultural, though still nothing like Western cities.  But also… there's a tiredness about the people here.  Where Seoulites seem frantic and hectic and even chaotic, Tokyoites seem more just "heads down" pushing ahead.  Not moving slower, but there's a kind of ennervation in the air.   The subway trains are eerily quiet (there's a cell-phone use ban, apparently, among other rules), unlike the raucous way that crowded subway cars in Seoul can sometimes seem.   Then again, it's easy to forget that Japan has basically been in something close to economic recession for 20 years.  20 years!  In that period of time, Seoul has probably doubled its GDP.   That kind of contrast is bound to affect the psychology of the inhabitants.

When I walk around, I often rely on the sun to keep my orientation and find my way back to somewhere familiar.   I think I must be odd, in this respect, at least among postmodern urbanophiles.  And it can really mess me up, when the sun goes down or hides in overcast skies.  Last night, I became very disoriented trying to find my hotel after taking the wrong exit out of the subway station (the station in question has almost 70 numbered and lettered exits!).   I wandered into a nieghborhood of pachinko parlors and love hotels, and was accosted (politely) by hustlers, one Japanese and later a Nigerian (I think).

Finally, I found a Starbucks, and thinking it was one I'd walked past before, because it was next to a Mizuho bank, I headed confidently in what I thought was the right direction.  Alas, it was not the right direction.  I didn't get back to my hotel for another 20 minutes, because I had to double back, go back into the subway station at yet a different enterance, navigate underground for several blocks, and then go out by a more familiar entrance.  Beware trying to use a Starbucks as a landmark.   That's the stupidest thing I've ever had to re-learn the hard way…

Caveat: The Kids

I finished putting this together, this evening, lurking in my hotel room in Tokyo. It’s not perfect, but I’m pretty happy with it. It will help me remember my 14 months at LBridge pretty vividly, I think. Great kids!
The song is from the children’s musical that Zina was in, that I went to see six months ago. Keep in mind that I “lengthened” the song by looping the 2nd chorus about 4 times so that it would match the length of the video – so don’t be alarmed if the thing seems a bit repetitive. Thematically… I’m not sure it’s a great match: I think it’s about about a mosquito who’s bemoaning the current environmental crises in the world. But I like the song, and I think it goes well with the kids, especially since one of the kids in my video is actually one of the voices performing the song.

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